Is feeling nothing better than feeling bad?
At least when you are feeling down you feel like you have something to conquer. Something to push back against.
Today just feels “meh”. I’ve already been more productive than the last 4 days combined. That is a positive.
I keep hoping for this magical Fast Pass to mental healing and it is unfortunately far far outside of the scope of reality to get there like that.
This is some serious work that I am not sure I am going to be able to always take steps forward in.
It kind of feels like those horror movie scenes where the rooms is always getting longer and you can’t get any closer to your destination.
If you are going to be anxious anyway... 